20 August 2016,
Everyone hope for live in peace, happy, rich and healthy. I thinking why my life keep on a lot of challenges. God always with us, right? Maybe this is my sins, I need to deserve it. Sometimes, I felt I want to end my life but I want to let my parents happy and give them travel whole world. I always tell myself if I am rich, if I am useful, if I got the power, I don't need to let all bad things happened.
If your couple don't like your parents or grandparents, they are useless. Old people are hard to handle if they are not listening you. Brain are stuck.
If someone can teach me, I will do my best and do it well. Unfortunately, I didn't have this kind of teacher. I lack of time, I not a good in time management, I keep on tell myself stop playing my IPad mini, stop FB, stop playing FB. I better do my craft and do my hobby to increase my creativity. College exam, guitar, soon part time job, accompany someone wasting my time.
However, God let this all happened got his reason. Please tell ourselves that we need to be strong and positive. Don't use mad to solve problem, it make things more worst. I would like to hug people, I don't like a life that always keep on angry and scolding each others. Be a kind heart of us.
